Hi! It’s me! Lily!
It doesn’t feel like five months since I started writing this, does it? So much has happened! I went to Disney World! I learned who my birth mother is! I was adopted! I learned my birthday! I got a boyfriend! I even learned I’m half Japanese! And yeah, some money fell in my lap too, oh well.
And this site has changed a bit too! I used to be more of a silly billy! I added a page for my friends and family (I still have to update it with all of my new information), I even added subscriptions so I can say things for young adults that children shouldn’t hear! I did all sorts of fun stuff! In fact, I’m taking over all of the technical stuff so my tech friend doesn’t have to maintain it anymore! That was so nice of him, wasn’t it? But I asked for control and I’ll pay for it now too. Everyone thank my tech friend!
My family has changed too! I started out as just me (well, Dave and Sabby and crew were my foster parents, but I still didn’t really have a family). But then they adopted me, and Beth became my sister in not just name, and I met Allison and Crystal and Emiko and my half sisters Aika and Mika, and Jack, and his little sister Grace (I love her!) and Jack’s parents, and Liz and her parents too! Soooo much family! I’m a lot of things, but I’m not lonely! All of my family loves me and I love them too! And there’s always room for more family!
And you’re my family too! You’ve been reading about my life, and follow me, and want to know how I’m doing, and I love that! You started seeing how sad I was, and you watched me be soooo happy and soooo sad and soooo heartbroken and sooooo in love, you watched all that stuff happen and you cheered for me when good stuff happened and were sad for me when bad stuff happened. How could I not love that? So I have one, or two, or ten, or a hundred, or a thousand silly billies who are my family too that I’ve never met!
What a way to bring in the new year!
I don’t really have any resolutions for the new year. What would I resolve? I have everything I want! I could resolve to learn to drive, but I was going to do that anyway, I could resolve to learn piano, but I was going to do that anyway. I could resolve to learn Japanese, but I was going to do that anyway.
I take it back, I think I have one resolution. I want people to find out about me! I want more people to come to this site, and read about me, and maybe subscribe and read some of my posts. I want to make this site better, and add things to it, so you like to come here and read about me! I want my life to keep being interesting (but not bad) for next year!
If you’re reading this, and you really like this site, and me, you can help by telling your friends! Tell people that you know this cute, smart, modest sixteen year old girl who lost all her memories and is trying to find them again! Tell them how awesome me and my family are! Then maybe they’ll get to know me and love me too, and I’ll have more family!
If you don’t I’ll call you a silly billy and pout at you! You don’t want me to pout at you, do you? My pouts are weapons grade! Sabby has a hard time standing up to one of my pouts! And then I won’t just pout, I’ll sniffle! I’ll look at you with a tiny voice and say “don’t you wove me, Internet person? Don’t you wove me?” And I’ll shuffle my feet, and you’ll melt, and… and that’s manipulative, so I won’t. But I’ll want to!
But you’ll still be a silly billy. But I’ll love you anyway. You’re still my family.
We’re not going to do anything special for New Years. We might stay up, do the countdown, blow on a noisemaker, have some chocolate, and go to sleep. Sounds like an evening. I know I’d be kissing Jack if he were here, but maybe it’s better he’s not. I got enough hooting and “woooooooo”s last week.