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Category: Diary

June 25, 2024

Posted 11 months ago by Lily
This diary entry is part 4 of 25 in Lily's diary dated 36 - June 2024

Hi! It’s me! Lily!!!

I don’t really have much to say today.  It was another boring day.  It’s getting hot here in Central Texas.  Yeah, I guess I could go to Australia, but, what’s the point, really?  I can also stay here and have an ice pop.

Central Texas is a little boring in the summer, really.

There’s no beaches, there’s no amusement parks really except for the waterpark, there’s… really nothing.

Look at me, being all complainey.

Oh well, it’s fun complaining sometimes.  I’d just better not let Sabby catch me, um…  well, she’ll probably read this.

Oh well.

I studied Japanese some, and ran this morning, and, well…  what else.  Nothing, really.

Well, considering all the exciting stuff that happens to me, maybe I should be happy to have a day where I don’t have anything to say.

Love you all!!! ❤️

Diary

June 24, 2024

Posted 11 months ago by Lily
This diary entry is part 5 of 25 in Lily's diary dated 36 - June 2024

Hi! It’s me! Lily!!!

Today was a boring day.

“What, you mean you can’t just travel to London and make a day of it?”

Well, no.  First, Sabby would be ticked.  Second, time difference.  Third, I really don’t like doing it if I don’t have to.  Fourth, well, I just didn’t, so…

So I just kinda of sat around and watched anime.

Yes, Sabby likes it when I do stuff that’s useful, but sometimes I deserve a break too, right?

All the girls were off doing their own thing today.  They invited me to do something, but I really didn’t feel much like it, so I just lazed a bit.  Let Marie cuddle with me (she’s fine) and watched anime.  I caught up on “Sound! Euphonium”‘s third season, and, ummm.. wow.

Not telling you what happened, but, well, some stuff really happened.  I was crying by the end of episode 12.  Poor Reina!  And poor Kumiko!!!

And poor Kanade too!!!

Poor everyone except Mayu!!!

Anyway…  otherwise, I’m still lazing around tonight.  Just flopping around in my PJs until bedtime.  Maybe I’ll do something more interesting tomorrow.

Love you all!!! ❤️

From the creator:

Yeah, um… about Sound! Euphonium, uhhh….  can’t wait for the final episode.

Diary

June 23, 2024

Posted 12 months ago by Lily
This diary entry is part 6 of 25 in Lily's diary dated 36 - June 2024

Hi! It’s me! Lily!!!

Well… things are getting a little back to some semblance of normal, after all the frankly weird stuff that’s been going on, lately.  I went to church today and had a frank talk with the pastor.  I explained to him some of what the Boss is doing.  I figured I owed that to him, anyway – if he’s going to trust me, well, I need to make sure he has a reason to, and supernatural stuff just tends to happen around me.  It’s funny how churches seem to be so accepting of the supernatural – until they see it happen with their own eyes.  Then they think it’s a demon or something.

Sometimes it is.  I haven’t run across one yet but Mrs. X has.  She says it’s not fun, but it also kind of comes with the territory that high in the government  She gave me some tips to dealing with them, but it mostly comes down to not letting them get inside your head.

I didn’t really have any messages today, so I just gave a quick generic message about some of the stuff the Boss told me.  You know, how he’s in charge and doing stuff behind the scenes.  But I kept it generic so it didn’t freak anyone out.

The way the world is right now, it’s a necessary message, I think.  Too many wars.

Otherwise, Crystal and her band came over and practiced.  They’re really getting good.  Crystal’s been writing lyrics and they’ve been writing music around it, and it’s good.  I mean, good.  If they can’t make anything out of it, it won’t be because they’re no good.  Sabby’s pretty much done with the new shop, they just have to start getting food and stuff shipped over and the grand opening will happen really soon.  Crystal’s band will be one of the inaugurating bands.  She’s really happy about that, and so is her group too.

BTW… you know, Katy?  The one who dresses all cute and primly and looks like the model of a classy girl?

Yeah…  she’s wilder than Crystal.

You can never judge a book by its cover, can you?

She’s the type who’ll be with a random boy and say “fudge me”…  haha…

Well, anyway…

Joe and Anathema are off starting their new life.  Anathema is deliriously happy, even though Joe is away for a while on duty sometimes.  Just comes with the territory, I guess.  She’s due pretty soon, I hope I get to meet the baby.

I guess I’ll go to bed soon.

Love you all!!! ❤️

Diary

June 22, 2022

Posted 12 months ago by Lily
This diary entry is part 7 of 25 in Lily's diary dated 36 - June 2024

Hi! It’s me! Lily!!!

So all the girls stayed over today, and I didn’t pop anywhere.  Sabby took us to the waterpark.

You know, I could have popped in, and saved the admission fee.  But that’s one thing we are explicitly not allowed to do.  Unless I have a very good reason, no stealing.   The Boss is big on that kind of thing.  And that’s stealing.  They can’t stop us, really, but we do have a code that we have to follow.  So, we just kind of went in and did our thing.

And it was fun!!! The waterpark is always fun.  All the splishing and splashing and sliding and fwooshing and squealing…  Crystal had some boys staring at her.  She did nothing to encourage them… but she was prancing a little more than usual.  She’s not quite as gifted as I am, but she can hold her own.  And, sometimes, she does.

HAHAHAHAAA!!!!!

She doesn’t think that joke is funny.

HAHAHAHAHAAHAAAA!!!!!!

I’m sitting here snickering and Crystal is whapping my head.  WORTH IT.

I don’t prance.  Crystal prances.  haha.

Okay, enough.  Ow.

Anyway… it’s only about two months until i go to Japan.  I’m already starting to figure out what I want to take, what I want to ship… see, if I want to take anything big, like my digital piano… I can’t pop it with me.  It’s only stuff I can carry on my person.  Basically, if it doesn’t fit in a backpack, I shouldn’t push it.  Even a large backpack, but still.  So some stuff I will still have to have shipped.  So Sabby’s going to help me figure all that out.

But if it’s just taking stuff, well…  I can pop several different backpack loads.  I was warned not to take too many trips in too short a time, though.  Apparently my totem is very energy efficient, etc… but it can still need to recharge if I’m not careful.  Five trips in ten minutes or so is about the limit, I guess.  What amazing science… even if it’s not entirely science.  The impression I’m getting is that it uses science to do something that, well, isn’t quite scientific.  There’s still some supernatural in there somewhere.  But still, it’s amazing.  That’s confusing the heck out of Beth, but something to puncture her worship of science isn’t a horrible thing.

Well, we’re going to go play a game.  We haven’t decided what…  Liz wants to play Scrabble but she’s too good at it and no one else wants to.   Truth or Dare is, well… off limits after the Crystal incident (though that turned out well in the end), so…  maybe we’ll just end up playing cards or something.

Love you all!!! ❤️

Diary

June 21, 2024

Posted 12 months ago by Lily
This diary entry is part 8 of 25 in Lily's diary dated 36 - June 2024

Hi! It’s me! Lily!!!

All the girls are over tonight.  We’re playing games and eating.  A lot.

I popped out to Japan and got us some okonomiyaki.  When I popped back, they just said “We’ll never get used to that”.

“Join the club,” I said, a little more sadly than I meant to.  But they enjoyed their okonomiyaki and bubble tea, so there’s that.

Afterwards, we just chatted and played games.  Crystal suggested “spin the bottle” but several of us have boyfriends and the rest won’t do it without a boy around, so that’s not happening.  Crystal does like boys, but she’s a bit, ummm…. adventurous.  She’ll need to be adventurous somewhere else, I guess.

We don’t care, but it’s not for us.

We haven’t made a girl pile in a long time, so I guess we’re going to do that tonight.

Love you all!!! ❤️

From the creator:

If you haven’t forgotten, I got the idea of “girl piles” from an actual girl who, well, made girl piles with her friends.  So don’t go getting mad at me for it being unrealistic.

Diary

June 20, 2024

Posted 12 months ago by Lily
This diary entry is part 9 of 25 in Lily's diary dated 36 - June 2024

Hi! It’s me! Lily!!!

Well, I learned something.  Travelling halfway across the world is difficult.  Not because of the travel time, that’s not an issue now… but because of the time difference.

I went over to spend some time with Miki today, after her work.  It was like 4 AM for me.  We had fun and everything, but by the time I got home it was like 10 AM, and I was really tired.  I just took a nap.

Sabby wasn’t too happy.  I explained what happened, and she said she understood, but it’s still a weekday and it won’t do for my sleep schedule to get out of whack –  I still live in the US and my circadian rhythm is important.

Sigh.  She’s right.  She’s always right.

Maybe we can compromise on the weekends.  Evening for me is morning for her, so… well, we’ll see.  She’s an idol so she is busy.

You know, if you’d told me about this before, I might have thought it’s the best thing ever, but it’s really kind of a mendokusai.  I guess humans are really meant to just, well… kinda stay in one place.

I asked Mrs. X today what about popping around when flying (she finally gave me her cell number and told me to only use it to find out when she has some free time so I can pop over to see her or vice versa).  She said it’s possible but not pleasant.  I told her what I was told, and she said she suspected that to be the case.  A speed difference of 450 mph in unpredictable directions on top of everything else kinda bogs down whatever is doing all those calculations, and it, well, takes steps to reduce its load.  Like, apparently, plopping you in the sky, unaided, for a few seconds while the atmopheric drag lets your speed equalize and it can do the next calculation.  It can slow you down a little but that inertia takes a bit to bleed off it seems.  Apparently ATC does NOT like a transponderless bogey flitting through the sky on a ballistic trajectory, and neither do pilots.  Apparently we’re the cause of a few UFO reports.  It’s still safe because it knows what the weather is and where the planes are, so it won’t drop you in the middle of a storm, but she says it’s like the worst amusement park ride times a hundred.

She was telling me about the time she almost got intercepted by an F-16…  the pilots were so confused when she just vanished.

Note to self… that’s only for emergencies.  She agrees with that statement.

Yeah, the Boss is right.  Don’t mess with that.  It can be a bit unpredictable.

I call him the Boss because he’s the Boss and what else can I call him?

So… in more mundane stuff…  I’m going to college.  In Japan.  It’s all settled.  I’ve got a dorm and everything.  Well… it’s not really a dorm.  I’m going to be saving lots of money on flights, so I’m going to spend that instead on a decent (by Tokyo standards) apartment near campus.  I haven’t chosen my major yet, but I’ve got a little time before I need to register, so, well, I guess I’ll get it figure out.  As you can imagine, I’ve been a little preoccupied.

Just a little…

I could theoretically leave at any time, but…  I’m going to wait till the end of August.  That’s what I was going to do anyway, so why change my plans?

I asked Mrs. X if I could use my “skills” to supplement my income through arbitrage.  You know, buying goods in the US and selling them in Japan, or vice versa.  She, well.. frowned.

I guess I can.  But it’s a bit frowned on.  Especially if that’s all I use it for.  The Boss doesn’t mind if we have a little fun with it or use it for gain in a pinch, but we’re supposed to use it to further his goals… whatever those are.  So if that’s what I’m spending most of my time doing, well, I might get a scolding.  And keeping track of the import duties (which I would still owe) can be a pain.  Aww.

I don’t really want a scolding….  again…

Okay…  I’m still a little off… Sabby’s right about the time difference, so…  I’m going to bed now.

Love you all!!! ❤️

From the Creator:

I still don’t know if this story arc was a huge mistake.  But in for a penny…

Diary

June 18, 2024

Posted 12 months ago by Lily
This diary entry is part 10 of 25 in Lily's diary dated 36 - June 2024

Hi! It’s me! Lily!!!

And I had my first scolding today.

That’s not really fun.

You know how Beth has a scientific mind?  She got it into her mind that she wanted to test what I could do with my newfound ability.  I didn’t see anything particularly wrong with that, so we went to a quiet place, and she had a list of things she wanted to test.  Like, she wanted to test whether I could change elevation, or fly, or whatever.

So the first test was to just pop one foot off the ground, in the same location I was.  We even set up some pillows, and gave it a try.

Well, nothing happened.  At least, I didn’t pop.  Instead a voice came out of the air, a quiet voice.

“Don’t push it, Lily.  There’s a lot that goes into the calculations to make this happen.  Gravitational distribution anomalies, differences in the relative speed of the earth in different latitudes, elevation differences, weather… it may be a very quick form of transport, but it’s not instantaneous, and if any one of those calculations go south you’ll be a splat on the side of Mount Everest.  It’s a safe form of transport if you use it properly.  Don’t be trying to push the limits.”

I nodded… I felt really abashed.  I didn’t think of what went into that kind of thing.  I just thought that I thought about something and went there.  I didn’t think about the fact that it still had to follow the laws of physics, even if it used laws no one knew about.

And then the voice talked to Beth.

“Beth, I know about you.  You are a very logical and scientific minded young woman.  There’s nothing wrong with that.  But don’t forget that just because you can doesn’t mean you should.  Remember how Lily got this ability in the first place – her parents were playing with things they didn’t understand and endangered themselves and her.  They’re dead now.  Maybe Lily would be very different now if they’d actually followed scientific protocols and didn’t have a fourteen year old girl in the room with them while they were trying things that they should never have tried.  Remember this, Beth.”

And then the voice addressed me again.

“Don’t be afraid of it, Lily.  I would never give you an ability that could hurt you if you use it properly.  Just use it to go from one place to another.  You can use it to go any place in the world that you’re allowed to by treaty or my dispensation at any time.  Don’t try to skydive, or go to space, or go underground, or do anything stupid like that.  It probably won’t work…  but it’s not guaranteed not to, and you could hurt yourself very easily.  Trust me.  Don’t try to do things I never asked you do to.”

And the voice was quiet.

I looked at Beth.  She looked embarrassed.  We were quiet for a bit.

“I’ve… never been scolded by God before,” she said, shaking a little.

“I have,” I said.  “it’s not fun.  But…  he’s right.  Even if he wasn’t God, he’d be right.  Neither of us understand how this works.  He does.  Maybe we could understand more if we experimented, but that might kill one or both of us”.  I sighed.  “Just leave it be.”

She just looked at me with a calculating look.  “You know, the experiment was a success, right?”

“Huh?”, I said, eruditely.  I imagine I sounded like Kumiko.

“Well, we know more than we did, right?  We know that it follows the laws of physics, we know there’s a lot of calculations involved, we know there are failsafes, and he told me some things about how it works.  Maybe I shouldn’t experiment with people… but maybe I can experiment with a potato or something, someday.”

“You have a issue with that?”, I said to the air.  Nothing.  But inside my head, I heard “No, but at least she’ll be careful now.  I wasn’t kidding.  What she was trying to do was dangerous.  If she tries something like that again, smack her upside the head and tell her it’s from God.  And your totem is OFF LIMITS.”  There was a pause.  “And tell her I didn’t tell her anything I didn’t want her to know.”

I giggled.

“What?”, she said.

“You might find out,” I said, giggling some more.  “He doesn’t have an issue if you don’t experiment on people, including yourself, and stay in your lane.  And he says he didn’t tell you anything he didn’t want you to know.  So it sounds like he’s alright with you trying to learn how it works as long as you’re not an idiot about it.  Stay here for a couple of minutes.”  And I popped out to get some shaved ice.

Beth really likes shaved ice  Especially coconut flavored.  You know how in an anime where they eat something delicious and squeak?  She does that.

Anyway…  I think she just found her life’s work.  I’m okay with that.  Learning how teleportation works would be good.  But I suspect she’s going to have to do it on her own.

Love you all!!! ❤️

Diary

June 17, 2024

Posted 12 months ago by Lily
This diary entry is part 11 of 25 in Lily's diary dated 36 - June 2024

Hi! It’s me! Lily!!!

So…  I told Emiko today.

I know where Emiko lives, so I popped over to some out of the way place near her house and visited.

She didn’t react how I expected her to.

I told her.  She just looked at me.  Then she burst out crying.

“Why are you crying?”, I asked.

“I…  if I hadn’t done what I did, you wouldn’t have…”

She was right.  That’s objectively true.

But…  but I’m not angry anymore.  I haven’t been for a long time.

I just hugged her and let her cry it out.  And I told her I wasn’t angry anymore.

“Even though I was the one that… let those horrible people adopt you?”

I nodded.  “Even though.”

“I don’t deserve you,” she said softly.

“No, you don’t,” I said.  “But no one really deserves good things, do we?  But we have them, anyway.  You want any treats from Japan?”

I got her some daifuku and some bubble tea.

Anyway…  that was a little draining.  I asked her not to tell Aika and Mika.  I’m not that close to them, and besides, they’re a bit young to understand what all’s going on, and might blab.  You know how girls that age are, anything to be popular…

Though Sabby would say the same thing about me.

And maybe she’s right.

Maybe she’s right, after all.  Though, clearly, this doesn’t count.

Jack and I went on a date tonight.  We did it the old fashioned way.  He took me somewhere for dinner.  We talked about a lot of things.  I mentioned that I can come visit him whenever I want, and he said he’d like that, but maybe it’s best that we not semi-live together like a married couple.

Smart boy, I mean, man… I actually agree.  Just because we can, doesn’t mean we should.  I’m staying in housing in Japan unless there’s an emergency.  But there’s nothing stopping us from going out on dates or whatever.  It just means it’ll be morning for me, I guess.

Anyway…  so far so good.

Love you all!!! ❤️

Diary

June 16, 2024

Posted 12 months ago by Lily
This diary entry is part 12 of 25 in Lily's diary dated 36 - June 2024

Hi! It’s me! Lily!!!

I didn’t post yesterday, because I’ve been thinking a lot.  Everyone’s fine, everyone I’ve told has been basically “You’re Lily, how could we have expected any different?”  I don’t know how to feel about that but I guess I shouldn’t look a gift horse in the mouth.

But I’ve been thinking a lot.  Remember all those “lasts” I was telling you about?  Last this, last that… well, a lot of that has gone away.  There aren’t nearly as many lasts as there were.

And I’m still going to live in Japan come September.

I mean, with this passport, I could anyway, but that’s not important.  I’m still going to live in Japan.

I’ve come to realize that the lasts are important.

Because without lasts you can’t have firsts.

I’m going to live in Japan, and even though I can travel back and forth to the US at will, with some exceptions, I’m not going to.

(Those some exceptions involve holidays, emergencies, and Jack. And maybe the occasional food run).

I was dreading the lasts.  They were depressing me, they were hurting me, but somehow they were important too.  Now I can let everything be the way it was, I don’t have to choose, and that is a different kind of hurt.  Maybe I don’t have to grow up…  but I do.  It’s important.  It’s important that I go to college and meet people and do all the college things…  and not behaving like some kind of around-the-world commuter.

I told Sabby my feelings.  She understood.  She was sad, but she understood.

Today was Father’s Day.  I didn’t know what to do for Dave.  He’s difficult to buy things for, and I don’t really like buying things for people anyway, it just feels like buying them off in a way.  And I can’t take him anywhere… so even with everything, it was just as difficult.  Eventually I just gave up and found some silly six-in-one shaving gadget with built in DVD player or something in Akihabara, and he actually really liked it.  Sigh.  I still feel like I cheated, though.

David came back yesterday, too.  But I’ll tell you about that some other time.  He’s pouting because he (and his girlfriend, she’s not innocent) were constantly supervised.  Kid deserved it.  Last year they were caught sucking face.  At eleven.  He couldn’t even go to the bathroom without someone standing outside the door, with an ear out for any, ummm… sounds.  Poor kid, but not.  He deserved it.

Oh yeah, I went to church today, too.  I told the pastor.  I did not tell anyone else.  I won’t, either.  He’s…. I don’t know what he’s thinking, but I have a feeling he would have kicked me out if he hadn’t already met the Boss…  I think he remembered when I was told I have my own calling.  I didn’t even know what it was at the time.  I kinda still don’t.

Anyway…  I’m still not feeling great.  I’m pretty down.  But at least I haven’t lost anyone, so there’s that.

Love you all!!! ❤️

From the creator:

I watched all eleven (so far) episodes of Hibike! Euphonium 3.  I… have mixed feelings.  But that’s because the first season spoiled me so bad.  I’ll hold out final judgement until I’ve watched the thirteenth episode.  At least ep. 11 didn’t end on a horrible cliffhanger.

Diary

June 14, 2024

Posted 12 months ago by Lily
This diary entry is part 13 of 25 in Lily's diary dated 36 - June 2024

Hi! It’s me! Lily!!!

Well..  I went and talked to Miki.

She was, umm… quite surprised.

She didn’t seem upset, though.

It’s funny.  All the girls see me as a “walking shrine” or something similar, so this doesn’t seem to faze them.  I’m just unusual, and they just see this as another Lily thing.  They’re more surprised than anything, but not really surprised.  It’s like they were expecting something like this, just didn’t know exactly what.

So Miki doesn’t really care.

I mean she kinda does, but she just said “so does this mean you’ll visit more often?”, and then we went for ramen.  She told me about all the stuff the after-school friends light music club is up to, but honestly, I was only partly paying attention.  But we hugged after and she said that now I have no excuse not to visit so I’d better.

I asked how I’d explain it to her group… she said “well, just give a day’s notice before seeing all of us and it’ll be fine.”  She’s probably right.  I can hop on a train to the airport and leave from some isolated station somewhere…  I hate having to be so sneaky but I can’t tell everyone.  It’s only going to be a problem if I find out someone’s having a hard time and appear five minutes later.

I actually don’t really understand why everyone’s being so sanguine about it.  I was expecting someone to get jealous or leave me, but so far, no one has.  Not even Crystal.

Speaking of whom, I told Crystal later today, after I came home.

She just looked at me, and said “I have enough trouble trusting people.  Don’t violate it.”  Then she gave me a hug.

Fair.  I guess that means warn her before coming over, respect her wishes if she doesn’t want me to, and for all that’s good and holy, don’t sneak up on her.

I told her that if there’s a genuine emergency, all bets are off and I’ll ask forgiveness afterwards, but everything short of that, I’ll remember.  She just shrugged.  “It’d better actually be an emergency.”  But I gave her some Japanese treats, and, well, like most of my friends, food covers a multitude of sins.

I’ll tell Diana this weekend, and everyone else, I’ll just kind of trickle it out as I need to.  It’s not like I’m going to hide it from Emiko, but I’m not going to be dropping everything either.

Father’s day is this weekend.  I need to think of something to get Dave.  Maybe I’ll find something in London…

or…  maybe not.

David’s coming home this weekend.  I might prank him.

Anyway, I’m going to bed.  I’m still a little depressed.  I kind of wish this hadn’t happened, but, well… nothing I can do about it.

Love you all!!! ❤️

From the creator:

Once Lily’s told all her friends, this will calm down a bit.  She’ll get used to it… she’ll have to, frankly.

There are still some surprises coming up, but that’s most of the supernatural stuff out of the way, finally.

Diary
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