Hi! It’s me! Lily!!!

I’m depressed.

I’ve been depressed all day yesterday and all day today.

Not even chocolate fixed it.  And chocolate fixes everything.  Sabby bought me a chocolate milkshake, which was nice of her.  Of course I drank it – maybe chocolate doesn’t fix this, but not drinking chocolate isn’t really an option, is it?

It’s…  like all of the color in the world just disappeared, for me.  I went outside and the sky is this awful shade of blue and everything’s this sickly yellow, and…  at least the air still feels kind of nice, so there’s that.  It’s not 100 degrees anymore, anyway.  Small favors, I guess.

It’s not Jack’s fault.  None of this is his fault.  If there’s blame, it’s on both of us.  It’s not like I didn’t agree to be his girlfriend, is it?

I slept most of the day.  I’m going back to sleep.