Hi! It’s me! Lily!
And it’s NOVEMBER!!!
Time goes so fast anymore!!! Seems like just yesterday it was October! Hahaha!!!!
Well, after this weekend, things are pretty quiet. Beth and I went to classes today, and afterwards we helped Dave tear the haunted house down. He stashed all the stuff away for next year!!! Maybe next year we can do it even bigger!!! Or… who knows.
Beth saw her therapist today. She didn’t really want to go but Sabby basically made her. She fought a little but eventually just folded. That’s how I know she’s not feeling good – normal Beth does absolutely nothing she doesn’t want to do, not without claws. So I drove her there and went off to a Starbucks or something while I waited for her and had something overpriced that took a lot of words to order. Delicious, though.
When I picked her up, her makeup was stained. She’d been crying. She didn’t really want to talk about it but she said the therapist seemed to be a good one and she’ll keep going.
That’s good, I hope she helps.
I took her home so she could fix her face, and then we went to class.
She’ll talk to me when she’s ready, I guess. I’m still brushing her hair at night, so that’s something. I don’t ever want to stop doing that.
I’m not mad at Crystal, but I’m not happy with her either. One stupid decision and Beth ends up needing to go to a therapist, and I wonder if she’ll ever understand how much she hurt us. But then, life hurt her as well, and do we understand? Life is just one big ball of hurt sometimes, I guess.
On the plus side, even David knows Beth’s dealing with something, and he’s been a bit nicer to her lately. We’ll take it, I guess.
Well, time for bed. Marie needs walked, as she usually does. She’s actually been spending a lot more time with Beth lately too. I guess dogs know.