Category: Diary

Hi! It’s me! Lily!

Your favorite Lily!  Unless you know another Lily.  Then, I hope I’m still your favorite Lily!  But I understand if I’m not.  There are other great Lilies out there.  Lily von Schtupp!  But… she’s tired, so maybe she’s not so great after all.

Haha!  I remember Blazing Saddles!  I didn’t get it, but Lily von Schtupp had my name!!!

Let’s see.  There’s Lily von Schtupp…  hmm.  I can’t think of any other Lilies!  I know there are some.  I looked it up, there are lots!  But not many really famous ones.  So I can still be your favorite Lily!!!

Lily Smith (2005 – ) Blogger and sixteen year old girl

Hahaha!!!

Anyway…  Liz is bouncing around.  I’ve never seen her so excited!!  We went to her lesson tonight and she was absolutely burbling!!!  But we got it done – her recital is in a couple of weeks and we have to prepare.  Probably every night next week.  Aww.  But it’s fun.  I like playing piano.

She wants me to teach her some basic Japanese.  It’s hard!  I mean, she knows a very little from her anime, but I know a lot more.  So I taught her how to say hello, and goodbye, and “go away”.  haha.  Well, a lot ruder way of saying go away.  There’s not much I can teach her in two weeks, but I think I can do something.  And what she’s learned from her anime is… well… a little rude.  After she said “kisama” I told her to never, ever use that word.  haha!!!

David comes home next weekend too!  Not this weekend… next weekend.  He’s having a blast!  I guess a couple of girls started fighting over him.  He tried the “there’s enough of me for both of you”…. and…. it worked.  OMG I just know he’s going to be insufferable when he comes home.  Sigh.  Ten year old girls.  Watching too much twilight.  Grr.

I still haven’t decided what fun thing to do for my one year diary anniversary.  But I’ll do something!!!  And it’ll be fun!!! Not just fun – LILY-fun!!!  Hahah!!!  There’s only one thing for sure:  no maid outfit.  Aww.  but you’ll just have to deal.

Anyway, Marie needs walked.  She’s tired and so am I.

Love you all!!! ❤

Hi! It’s me! Lily!!!

Guess what!  Liz is going to Japan with me!!!

I asked Emiko if I could take her, and she said yes, but she had to pay for her own tickets.  Which is fair.  Liz has been to China lots of times but never Japan, and I was thinking that since she and her family took me to Orlando, and maybe I could return the favor.  I asked Liz if she wanted to go, and… I’ve never been actually pounced before.  Girl jumped on me and knocked me onto the bed, then jumped up and danced around!  I’ve never seen anything like it!!!  Since her father flies a lot, he has miles that she can use!!!

Beth is a bit jealous, but I told her that Liz is paying her own way (well, her father is), and she will get her chance soon enough.

Aika and Mika are coming too!!!

Liz and I practiced a bit but she was really distracted, she was thinking about all of the stuff she needs to do.  I told her to calm down, she still has a recital to practice for.  She pouted but “business-Liz” was back soon enough.

I wish I could take Jack, but honestly, I think it’s better that I spend time getting to know my birth family, and I’d spend all of my time with Jack, and that’s not fair to Emiko.  Liz is different, I’m not in love with her!!!

We’re going to Tokyo Narita airport, and we’ll take the train to Saitama!!!  It’ll be fun!!!

After I get back from Japan, Jack and I are making plans to spend a week together (with some adult supervision of course, but not too much) and Sabby’s got her eye on a couple of private schools to tour.  It’s already a busy summer!

Anyway, Marie needs walked.

Love you all!!! ❤

(but not as much as chocolate!!!)

Hi! It’s me! Lily!

So yeah.  I went to church.  And it was about as boring as I thought.  The pastor was happy to see me, of course.  And I was polite – they’re how we found Crystal and her family some help, and I wouldn’t know Diana if it weren’t for them…  and that homeless event indirectly led to Beth getting knocked down a couple of pegs… so…  not bad people.

But boring.

Because today was Father’s Day, they had a sermon about fathers.  Meh.  I just put in my headphones, rocked out to Babymetal, and played on my tablet.  Sabby kept giving me dirty looks but I didn’t really care.  I love Sabby, you know that, she knows that, but not enough to sit there and listen to an admittedly nice pastor prattle on about things I don’t understand.

Afterwards, she went on about me embarrassing her.  I just said “It was okay before, you didn’t say anything, and you could always not make me go if I’m that embarrassing to you.”  She started to get Claire Huxtabley, but I really wasn’t in the mood to deal with it.  Dave didn’t exactly  take my side, but he did tell Sabby that she was the one who forced me to go to church, so if she’s embarrassed, it’s her fault.  So she and Dave argued about it instead and I just went and played on my computer.

Result is that I still have to go to church but she has to accept that you can lead me to water but can’t make me drink.  I have to be a little less… obvious… about it though.  No more playing imaginary drums on my thigh.  Yeah, that was a bit much.

… Apparently I’m a horse.  NEEEIGGGGHH.

Oh, I love horses.  I wish I could ride one someday.

Anyway, we went to a steakhouse for dinner, and had the most yummy steaks ever!!!  OMG…  not better than chocolate, but close!!!  Perfectly seasoned… with mashed potatoes and green beans… OMG so yummy!!!  And then for dessert… CHOCOLATE!!!  Remember that chocolate thing that Jack bought me on our first date??  Almost that good!!!

I do feel bad for Diana though.  She was at church too and she looked soooo sad.  I asked Maria about it and she shrugged.  She doesn’t know what to do.  It’s not like she can just flip a switch and find a father for Diana.  I didn’t know what to do either, but I gave Diana a hug.  She said it’s alright, God’s her father.  She took Diana out for a special dinner too.

I don’t understand.  But maybe I don’t have to.

Dave gave her a hug too.  It seemed to mean a lot to her.

David comes back next weekend.  I hear he’s having a great time there now.  I guess nothing like having a girl feeding you… hahaha!!!  I guess they let him loose on another pig and he delivered the goods.  Poor pigs.

Love you all!!! ❤

Hi! It’s me! Lily!

And it’s the WEEKEND!!!

There are two holidays!  There’s Juneteenth…  I don’t really understand it, but Sabby says it’s a good thing.  We’re not celebrating it, though.  Sabby thinks it’s a made up holiday, and she doesn’t really much like those.  But she did tell us a little bit about the history… and it centers around Texas!!!

And tomorrow is Father’s Day…  And Sabby says that’s another made up holiday.  But she leaves it up to Dave as to whether he wants to celebrate.  He said…  not really.  I mean, we don’t have to give him tacky ties or anything like that (apparently that’s a thing…  we give mothers flowers and nice things, and fathers tacky ties?) but he would like a nice dinner that he doesn’t have to grill.

We can do that.  Tomorrow we’re going to a nice restaurant.

I kind of feel bad for Diana.  She doesn’t have a father, not really.  I’ll have to have a talk with Beth about that.  I don’t mind being Diana’s big sister, but she’s one of Beth’s BFFs, so… I’m going to wish Bill a happy Father’s day too.  Not because he’s my father, but he…  kinda sorta is, a little bit.  By marriage.  So it’s worth the olive branch, dontcha think?  Family is complicated.

It was hot again today.  And it will be hot again tomorrow, and the next day, and… boo.  I almost miss that tornado.  Almost.

Love you all!!! ❤

Hi! It’s me! Lily!

And I did a post in Japanese yesterday!!!

I think it was good!!!

The problem with writing Japanese is that Google Translate isn’t quite good enough. So if you check your Japanese there, it leads you a little wrong.  And if you then correct it so Google Translate works right, then the Japanese is slightly wrong.  See, Japanese is context dependent.  So you can say the equivalent of “love running” (as I did) and it could mean “my dog loves running” or “I love running” – all depends on what the context is.  Translate isn’t very good at that.  So…  that’s how it is.

But it’s good for checking!!  I think my Japanese was pretty good, and I corrected a few things too!!!

I won’t do that often,, but I’ll do it every now and then.  It’s my diary!  I can write it in Japanese if I want!!!  In fact, maybe someday I’ll write it in both Japanese and English, though that would really increase the time it takes to write, and I’m not made of time!!!

Aww.

Jack was impressed!  He speaks Chinese, not Japanese, but he was still impressed!  He thinks I’m smart!  Maybe, but not as smart as Liz.  Smart enough, I guess.  I also learned some Spanish in school (Texas, after all) but I don’t remember much of it.  I should learn more, because Maria and Diana speak Spanish!  But again, I’m not made of time.

Speaking of Liz, she came over and we practiced some more.  It’s starting to sound better!!!  Yesterday we went to her teacher and she gave us some pointers for working well together. It was fun! Her teacher is nice!  But a little strict.  Like Liz.  She thinks I’m a pretty good pianist, but a little rough.  I’d agree.  I have the skill, but not the experience.

After we practiced, we had a nice quiet evening, watched a high class movie… oh, who am I kidding.  Diana came over and things went nuts, as usual.  Crystal is off doing stuff with her parents.  They’re making up for lost time with the vacations they didn’t get when they were homeless.  Aww.  Diana made tacos while Liz and I were practicing.  Liz is a bit picky.  She loves Diana’s tacos.  But everyone does!  Maybe we can sell tacos with Sabby’s cookies!!!  There’s an idea…

David comes home in a couple of weeks.  He’s doing well at camp now.  I guess they caught him kissing his girl friend!  Nothing like Jack and me, but they’re ten!  I mean, really!!!  But I guess he got a bit of punishment for that.  Apparently, he said “worth it!”, and did it without complaint.  Hah!  Was just light kissing though.  That’s why Sabby hasn’t hopped in the car to yank him out by his ear, but she did lay into him a bit.  Secretly, she seems a bit pleased, though.  Maybe he’s learning the lessons they sent him there for.

Anyway.  Marie needs walked, hair needs brushed, and piles need made.

Love you all!!! ❤

こんばんは！りりーです！

今日は日本語で書きます！　日本語を勉強します。

日本語はとても難しい外国語です！　私の先生は日本人です！　先生の日本語はとてもいいです！　でも、私の日本語は悪いです。だけど、いいです！学生です！私の日本語いいですたら、私は先生です！　先生ではありません！

先生がなりたくない。。。

今日は暑いですよ！とても暑い！　テキサスの夏がいつも暑いですよ！　時々日本が暑いですけど、テキサスは日本の方が暑いよりです！　テキサスのラウンドロックに住んでいます。ここがすきです。美しい所です。父の名前はデイブです、も母さんの名前はサービです。妹の名前はベスです、十五歳です。弟の名前はデビッドです、十歳です。ベスが大好きでし、デービッドが。。。いいです。

私の犬名前はマリエです！　犬が可愛いですよ！　走ることが好きです！　遊ぶことが好きです！　たべることが好きです！　ねむこと好きです！　マリエが大好きです！

未来日本にいきます！ 嬉しいです！

大好き皆さん！

Hi! It’s me! Lily!

Yesterday was bad.  Today’s a little better.  But I’m in a bit of a bad mood.

I was reading about the concept of a “Mary Sue”.  You see, people seem to write fiction based upon their favorite characters in literature.  I haven’t read much of it but I did see one called “My Immortal”, and it’s so bad it’s hilarious.  But there’s this concept of a character called a “Mary Sue”.  She’s always perfect in every way, everyone in the story loves her, she’s always central to not only the plot, but every plot, she’s beautiful and perfect and…

And sometimes I wonder if that’s how I come across here.  I mean, I know I’m not perfect, but I don’t tell you all my flaws, right?  I know I”m pretty, but my legs are too long and my face is too round and my hair is a little wild.  And I’m innocent, but I’m naive and don’t know much about things.  I don’t think I’m easily taken advantage of but sometimes I wonder.  And some days I get in bad moods and even get snappy with people.  They’re usually quick to tell me to cut it out, but I do have a bit of a temper.  I’m not like Amber Heard, but I can get a little snippy.

Oh, speaking of which, why are people even paying any attention to that?  It’s none of our business!!!

Anyway, I’m not perfect.  I’m just your ordinary sixteen year old girl, with moods and mood swings and… oh.  I think my “special time” might be coming.  That would explain it.  I remember when Sabby first showed me how to use… feminine products.  Ewwww.  I guess that’s not something I remembered.  “That goes there?”. I remember saying, and expressing some doubt about the whole thing.  But it worked out.

Sometimes it’s fun being a girl, and sometimes not so much.  Boys seem to have it so easy sometimes.  They don’t have to buy sooo many clothes, and deal with special times, and… and, I guess they have their own problems.  I guess.  But it’s nice being a girl too….  boys don’t like to hug and cuddle and no one cares if we do, so… there’s that, I suppose.

It’s still hot.  Maybe that’s not helping my mood.

I need to walk Marie.

Love you all!!! ❤

 Hi! it’s me! Lily!

Ever had one of those days where you just wake up and nothing goes right?  I had one of those today.  Marie was sick in her kennel.  Sabby forgot to make breakfast and I didn’t have time to make anything.  I ran out of shampoo.  Then I got to work and people were just… unusually people-y.  Even the owner was a bit snippy.  Then I got home, and tried practicing with Liz, but it just wasn’t going well, and we gave up and just watched a movie.

It was just a terrible day.

But I guess it’s almost over, and…  aww.

Love you all!!! ❤