This diary entry is part 12 of 29 in Lily's diary dated 10 - April 2022

Hi!  It’s me!  Lily!

Last night I had… normal dreams.  I don’t remember them.  I don’t usually remember my dreams.  I think that’s one reason that dream was so powerful.  I remembered it.

If it weren’t for the Lily, I’d think it was just a dream, but that Lily came the same day.  It can’t be a coincidence!  Can it?  How would that person in Washington know about the dream I had?  That… that makes no sense.  Something’s weird.

I keep remembering the look on her face.  Such regret.  Whatever happened, she truly regretted it.

Do I want a dog?  I keep remembering Marie.  Why named Marie? Does that mean anything??

I have so many questions!  And no answers!

I talked to the psychologist.  She didn’t seem too concerned about the content of the dream itself, but she did seem concerned with how it was affecting me.  How do I feel about it?  About maybe, maybe, actually remembering something?

And the truth is, I don’t know.  What good does it do me to remember?  I keep asking myself that.  I like what I have now.  What will remembering fix?  What will it give me that I don’t already have?

I guess if I remember, I’ll find out.

I keep looking at that lily I got yesterday.  It’s beautiful.  And something about it…

Love you all!!! ❤

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