Hi! It’s me! Lily!
Sabby caught my last night cuddling Marie and sniffling.
I don’t know if she understands. Not really. But if anyone does, it’s going to be her, because she lost her parents too. She never told me what exactly happened there, and I never asked, but surely someone was responsible for completely destroying her life when she was little.
Sometimes, though, it’s not the right time to talk. She just put her arms around me and let me cry.
That’s why I love Sabby.
She’s not perfect. She can be a little hotheaded sometimes, and flies off the handle pretty easily. Like that one time she almost came to blows with Beth. But she knows when you just need someone to be there with you.
Tomorrow is my birthday, and we really don’t have any big plans. Sabby asked me what I wanted to do for my birthday, and I just said “waterpark”. She just smirked, and said “I would have thought something was wrong with you if you’d said anything else. Go to the waterpark and take Liz with you, I’ll pay. We’ll have a little party when you get back, alright? I’ll even bake some cookies.”
I smirked. “Don’t go overboard.”
Well, I actually think a nice, quiet, understated party is a pretty good idea this year. I’ve had plenty of drama, don’t you think?
Luckily, Liz wants to go to the waterpark too, so waterpark it is. I’m sure we’ll have a good time, and Liz can come over and we’ll have a nice, quiet party.
None of the girls could come over tonight. But that’s okay, there will be other times.
I’m still a little sad… but it’s okay. I have a family anyway. I love them, and I know they love me, so I guess that’s all that matters.
And I love you all too. Did you get me a present?
Oh… Liz sent me a song by AKB48 called “Namida Surprise”. How cute! It’s about a surprise party!!! What a fun little song!!!
Oh well. Gotta go to bed. Waterpark tomorrow!!! Maybe Dave will grill tomorrow night!!!