This diary entry is part 1 of 31 in Lily's diary dated 09 - March 2022

Hi!  It’s me!  Lily!!!

I did a crossword!!!  I’ve never done a crossword before!  It was easy!!!

I’ve wondered how I learned some of the things I know.

So there was a presidential address tonight or something.  Dave watched it.  Sabby didn’t.  They argue a little about politics sometimes.  But they still love each other, so it all works out, and they seem to agree on more than they disagree.  I still hate to see them fight, though.  One reason I don’t talk about that kind of thing on my diary (and the YouTube channel) is because people take it too seriously, and I don’t want to worry about those kinds of fights in my world!!!  I have a happy world!!!

Well, until it’s not.  But that’s for another time.

He said stuff, and people stood up and clapped, and sat down, and the commentators were talking about it like it was a sports event!  And you know, maybe it was.  It’s like church!  Who needs exercise when you stand up and sit down like that??

I just noticed that in my YouTube the browser is the wrong size!!! Booo!!  And I left a Babymetal tab open!  Booo!  But I left it.  As you can see, I had a few problems getting everything working tonight.  But I fixed it in post!  Hee hee!  I’ve always wanted to say that!!!

I’m getting good at editing now!  I go clicky click (it’s like a doot doot, but it makes a click rather than a doot), and out comes a video!!!  Yay!!!

While Dave was watching the address, I went to the convenience store where I doot doot on the weekends and bought everyone a milkshake!  chocolate for everyone but Dave, who got a Strawberry!  Everyone liked their shake!  It was a nice thing to do.

But, knowing Sabby, I’ll find another bill in my purse and it’ll be “creatively hide the bill” all over again.  it’s okay!  That’s a fun game!!!

I spent so much time getting everything working tonight that it’s late!  Beth’s waiting for a brush!  So bye bye!!!

Love you all!!! ❤️


This diary entry is part 2 of 31 in Lily's diary dated 09 - March 2022

Hi!  It’s me!  Lily!!!

I did a sudoku!!!

It was a hard one and it took me 45 minutes!!!


And you get to hear me fail at cheers too!!!!!

Anyway, it was a day.  Not a great day, but a day nonetheless.  i talked to Allison last night!  She seems to be doing well.

So, ummm… I’m tired.  The weather’s getting nice!!  I ran this morning and didn’t need a coat!!!  And I came home and ate breakfast, and well, it was a day.  This evening Dave took me out to teach me a little bit about electronics.  It’s interesting when you’re taught!!!  Dave taught me how to solder.  That things’s hot!  Owie!!!

You know, I don’t know if I want to do any of the things he’s teaching me for a living.  I’m not the most technically oriented person.  Though I do solve a mean sudoku.  Beth gets so jealous!  There are other things I want to learn too!  Like how to make clothes!  I want to make my own clothes!!!  Pretty dresses, and blouses, and… and… everything!  It seems like so much fun!!!

I mean I don’t mind learning the mechanical stuff.  It’s really good to know!!!  It’s good to know when a mechanic is trying to lie to you!  I hear they do that!  They suck!  Booo!!!

Oh oh oh I got my tax refund!  It wasn’t a lot but it was a little bit anyway!  And with gas prices going up, I need it!!!

Love you all!!! ❤️

This diary entry is part 3 of 31 in Lily's diary dated 09 - March 2022

Hi!  It’s me!  Lily!


Last night I did my sudoku stream, and in it I said that I’d wear a cheerleader outfit for Jack.  Well, Jack watched it.

He REALLY liked that idea.

Sabby…  didn’t.

So she sat me down and had another one of those talks with me, and now I’m soooo embarrassed!!!  She told me to be careful what I share on the net because Jack’s not the only one that can see it!!!  I’d be sooo embarrassed if my floppy bits or girly bits found their way onto the net!  I’d never do it on purpose, but.. but…


A cheerleader outfit is okay.  Short shorts are… well… mostly okay.  The swimsuit I put up for subscribers was pushing it.  But… but…  what if I wore a maid outfit?  Or… or…  something worse?  Oh no!!!

Point taken, Sabby.

I’m not doing a YouTube tonight.  That’s not why, though.  I just spent 45 minutes last night playing sudoku, and I can’t do it every night!!!  It’s not fun if I do it every night!!!  Someone on YouTube suggested I try a jigsaw puzzle!  Sabby kind of slapped her head and said “why haven’t we done that before?”  so after dinner, all of us sat around the table and put together a puzzle!!!

It was fun!!!  We had hot chocolate and popcorn and put together a puzzle!!!

I don’t have any big plans for this weekend.  Just work and spending time with my friends and…  maybe doing some more YouTube stuff or work on this site!!!  Or maybe even twitch!  I dunno!!!  We’ll see!!!

Love you all!!! ❤

This diary entry is part 4 of 31 in Lily's diary dated 09 - March 2022

Hi!  It’s me!  Lily!!!

Spring break is next week!!!


I wonder what we’ll do!!! Will we take a trip??? I don’t know!  Sabby hasn’t said anything!  It would be fun, but I’ve taken plenty of trips.  But still.  It’s a break!!!!!

Today I wasn’t feeling very well.  Not sick, but just a little… off.  I asked Sabby if I could take the afternoon off to rest, and she said yes.  So I did.  I don’t usually sleep in the afternoon, but today I did.  Aww.  But after my nap I felt quite a bit better.  Amazing what a little sleep will do!  She made me some chicken soup, it was nice of her.

Maybe it was my… er… special time?  I don’t know.  It usually doesn’t affect me too badly.

Tonight Liz came over, and we had dinner and watched a movie.  Tonight’s movie was “Star Trek, the Motion Picture”.  I didn’t really understand it, but Dave explained some of it to me.  They spent soo much time just showing the ship!  It was a pretty ship, yes, but… wow.  They must really love that ship.  And the end… “Is this it?  Is this all there is?”  I got chills.  Because sometimes I ask that same question.  “Is this it?  Is this all there is?”

But I don’t mate with a machine and become a transcendental being.  I go to work and doot doot.

Liz is going to sleep over again!  Yaaaaay!

You might ask why I don’t sleep over there.  Well, Liz wants to include Beth.  And, well, if Beth’s going to be my sister, I can’t complain much, right?  We’re going to play competition sudoku!! How do you play competition sudoku?  I have no idea.  I don’t think Liz or Beth know either.  But we’re girls!  We’ll figure it out!!!

I want to do a YouTube or stream tomorrow!!!  I’m not sure what I’ll do, but I’ll figure something out!! The sudoku went really well!!!  Though no one watched it.  Awww.   Not even Jack!!! He likes my videos, and he loves watching me because he says I’m sooo hot…  but even he doesn’t want to spent 45 minutes watching me figure out where to put numbers.  He got as far as me saying I’d dress like a cheerleader and then, well, his mind was elsewhere.  HAHA.  But I guess I understand.  I’ll make something shorter soon.

April Fools is in a month!  I have to think of something fun!!!

Love you all!!! ❤

This diary entry is part 5 of 31 in Lily's diary dated 09 - March 2022

Hi!  It’s me!  Lily!


Tonight after work I worked on creating a nice introduction for my YouTube channel.  Took me a little bit to pose for it (I’m sooo cute!) and get everything in there… then I tried to figure out how to use After Effects.

Ummm.  I don’t usually swear.  But I swore.

I really, really swore.

I said “fudgesticks” and “fudgesickles” and “what the ever loving”…  I said “darn” and “dangit” and “really?  That should be working!”

But I did it!  I made the video!!!  Yay!!!!

I wish they’d make stuff that’s sixteen year old girl friendly!  Or even thirty-five year old woman friendly!!!  That software does absolutely everything, if you can figure out how to get there!!!

Oh well.  Swearing over.  For now.

Swearing is bad, kiddos.  Don’t swear.  But you know what?  It’s a human thing, so if you do, it’s not the end of the world.  But don’t do it.  Beth told me about how once she saw a swear word on a bathroom wall and asked Sabby what it meant.  Sabby almost washed her mouth out!!!  Poor Beth.

YouTubing is hard!  But it’s fun!!!  And I’m cute!!!  Modest, too!!! HAHAHAHA!!!!!!  I hope Allison YouTubes someday!  I’ll link to her channel!  She’ll probably be more popular than me!!!

Love you all!!! ❤

This diary entry is part 6 of 31 in Lily's diary dated 09 - March 2022

Hi!  It’s me!  Lily!

I did a twitch stream today!!!

And…  and it wasn’t fun.

I like doing YouTubes!  I like playing games!  But I don’t understand streaming.  People just watch you play games?  I mean, I guess, but isn’t it more fun to just play them?  I’m confused.  Maybe I’ll find a stream that I like doing, but tonight’s wasn’t very good at all.

I did find a YouTube channel called the Beesleys where they like chocolate too!  I even left a comment saying don’t keep me from my chocolate!!!

Anyway, otherwise, a pretty uneventful day.  Honestly, uneventful days are the best days, because eventful days usually end in tears.  I mean, sometimes they’re happy, but better to just have a nice, quiet day, don’t you think?

Tomorrow is school again, but spring break in a week!!! YAAAYYY!! I can’t wait!!!  I get to…  do spring break stuff!!!  YAYYY!!!!

Oh oh oh the weather’s been pretty nice lately!!! Sunny and warm!!! But tonight it’s supposed to cool down again!! Booooo!!!

Anyway, I guess tomorrow’s another day, and maybe someday I’ll figure out what streaming’s about!!!

Love you all!!!  ❤

This diary entry is part 7 of 31 in Lily's diary dated 09 - March 2022

Hi!  It’s me!  Lily!

I saw another video from that YouTube channel, the Beesleys!  And they got CHOCOLATE!!! I wish people would send me chocolate like that!!!  I’d eat and eat… well… maybe it’s a good thing they don’t, actually.  Maybe that much chocolate isn’t good for me.  And who am I kidding, I’d still eat it.  I mean… chocolate!  Really!!!

I say that chocolate fixes everything!  But it doesn’t!  It doesn’t fix stupid adults!!!  Doing wars and stuff!!! I like to think that if you just sat the folks in Ukraine and Russia down and gave them chocolate that suddenly everything would be okay!!! But it wouldn’t!!! Because adults are stupid!!!

Well… Dave and Sabby aren’t.  But adults that do wars are!!!

Spring Break is coming!!! It’s just a few days away!!! YAAAAAAYYYYYYYY!!!! Why am I sooo happy about spring break?  Well… it’s a break!!!  I mean, doesn’t everyone like a break???

It got cold again!! BRRRRRR!!!!!  I don’t know what it is about Texas!!! One day it’s 80 degrees and humid, and the next it’s 50 and cloudy!!!  It’s those pesky cold fronts!!! Marching through like they own the place.  BOOOO COLD FRONTS!!!!  I want to wear my short shorts and tank top when I run!!! And I can’t do that when it’s 50 degrees!!!

Anyway, I want hot chocolate!! I’ll get some hot chocolate!!!  YAAAAAYYYYY!!!!!!!  And BOOOOO to stupid adults!!!

Love you all!!! ❤

This diary entry is part 8 of 31 in Lily's diary dated 09 - March 2022

Hi!  It’s me!  Lily!

No YouTube tonight!

If I make it every night, then why would I need to keep this diary too???  And I want to do both!!! So no YouTube tonight.  YouTube tomorrow. Maybe.

Not much to talk about today.  It was a quiet, boringly boring day.  It was a bit cold today though!  Especially in the morning!!!  I had to wear some thicker workout clothes!!!  I know!!!  The boys were so disappointed!!!  I don’t encourage them, obviously, but I don’t have to do much, I just kind of be me!!!  My heart belongs to one boy.  But I guess my image belongs to everyone I run past!!!

It’s nice sometimes, but mostly just annoying.  Fortunately none have dared to whistle.  Besides, it’s early.  Mostly people going to work anyway.  They don’t have time, they’re too busy nursing their coffee and trying to get their car started.

I’m not looking forward to being an adult.  I mean, it might be fun!!!  But adults don’t seem to have much fun.  They just do the same thing day in and day out and pretend like they’re free.  But are they really free?  Or are they just in prisons of their own making?  Awww.   I hope when I grow up I find something fun to do that doesn’t feel like work!!! Like… like eating chocolate!  Could I eat chocolate for a living??  But if it became work, would I enjoy eating chocolate anymore?  It’s chocolate philosophy!!!  I eat chocolate, therefore I am!!!

When you’re a kid, people take care of you and try to make your life fun and you get to eat good things… sometimes you have to do things you don’t like but everyone is looking out for you!!! Then you grow up and who looks out for you then???  Aww.  I need to not think about these things.  It makes me sad.

Spring Break in a few days!!! YAAAAAAAY!!!!

Love you all!!! ❤

This diary entry is part 9 of 31 in Lily's diary dated 09 - March 2022

Hi!  It’s me!  Lily!!!

Oh!  Spring break is soo close!! I can’t wait!!! it’s going to be so much fun!!  I’ll do….  umm… spring break stuff!  Like eating chocolate!  Like sleeping a lot!!! Like going to the mall!!!  I can’t wait to see… ummm…  stuff!!!  Fun stuff!!! Lots of fun stuff to see and do!!!

But I have to get through a couple of days first.

I guess chocolate will be my friend!  Chocolate is always my friend!  Until I eat it!!!  Then it’s my food!!! But animals are like that too!!!

Sabby took me to the store and bought me another dress!!! She spoils me sooooo much!!!  And the stuff she gets is soooo nice too and soooo  pretty on me!!!  I have rather long legs and it’s hard to find a dress that is short enough to be pretty but long enough to not show my girly bits!!!  It’s hard to find jeans too!!! The tops are okay, but the bottoms are sooo hard!!!  That’s why I usually don’t wear jeans!!!  It’s hard to find jeans that fit!!!

I know, I know.  Pretty girl problems.  I get it!!!  I’m sure some of you girls are out there right now going “Oh, your problem is that your legs are too long and you’re complaining about that???  Really???”  Well…  my legs are what they are.  But your problems are just as real!!!  I imagine it can’t be easy to find jeans for girls with big rear ends!!!  But trust me – boys like them!!!

I’m just blessed in the leg department.  Everything else is blessedly normal.  I’ve got a nice sized rear end and nice sized floppy bits and long spaghetti noodles for legs!!!

But you didn’t come here to talk about my legs.  ….  did you?  You silly billies!!!

I’ll make a youtube wearing the new dress soon!!!  I mean I like my white dress, and the plaid dress, and the pink dress, and all the other dresses too…  but it’s always nice to show off a new dress, right?  I’ll model it like I did with the YouTube intro!!!

Should I be a model?  Jack tells me I could.  But Sabby doesn’t seem to like the idea much.  I’ll have to ask her why.  I’m not too set on the idea, but is that something I could do?  I mean, I kind of do already, right?

Love you all!!! ❤

This diary entry is part 10 of 31 in Lily's diary dated 09 - March 2022

Hi!  It’s me!  Lily!

IT’S SPRING BREAK!!!!!  YATTA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tomorrow I’m going to… do spring break stuff!  Not school stuff!!! Spring break stuff!!!  What’s spring break stuff?  Anything I feel like!!!  Well, Sabby might have some ideas…

I modeled my new dress on YouTube!!! I’m getting good at editing!!!  I can open Adobe Premiere and click click click and done!!!  It took me a while to get used to!!!

My new dress is soooo pretty!!!!  And my shoes even have little hearts!!!  That’s what happens when you give me glitter paint!!!


I’m so HAPPY!!!!!!

I want hot chocolate!!! I’m going to drink some hot chocolate!!!  And maybe stay up a little late, and, and….  OMG!! IT’S SPRING BREAK!!!!!!

…  overdoing it?  Naaaaaah.  HAHAHAHA

Love you all!!!! ❤