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This diary entry is part 13 of 31 in Lily's diary dated 09 - March 2022

Hi!  It’s me!  Lily!

And I’m so EMBARRASSED!!!!

So last night I “snuck” into Jack’s room and we snuggled up.  Well, I fell asleep, and we didn’t wake up until it was time to wake up!!!  I mean, I slept sooo good (It was like a girl-pile that smelled like boy) but I didn’t know what had happened until I woke up and saw Jack’s mother staring at the two of us, tapping her foot.  She just said “breakfast is ready”, and turned on her heel and went downstairs.

We quietly ate breakfast, and then had to face the music.  “Jack,” his father said, “we expected just a little more out of you.  And Lily…  I know we said that we don’t mind if you snuggle a little at night, but…  that’s too much.”

I lowered my head.  They were right.  We didn’t do anything they didn’t want us to, but still.  It was too much.

“We know you’re both teenagers and are in love,” his mother said meaningfully, “and we support your relationship, but Lily, I want to see you in your own bed in the morning.  And Jack…  well, you know.  Don’t you dare disappoint me.”

“Yes, mom,” he said quietly, and then I went off to take a shower, and he sulked off to his room.

I sighed as I was taking my shower.  They were right.  They were too right.  It would be too easy to… make a mistake.

Anyway, after we took our showers, we had something of a lazy morning.  Jack and I talked a lot, about important and not important things.  Grace wanted to play, so we played with her.  In the afternoon, the temperature got up to 45, so we went outside and played in the yard.  Grace has sooo much energy!!!  Ohio is so nice in the spring!!!  All the snow is melting!!!  the three of us even took a walk to the park and we pushed Grace on the swing!!!  All the kids were out because it was “warm”!!!

A couple of Jack’s better friends came over for dinner, Kevin and Kaeli. I would have been jealous, but it was clear that Kaeli had the hots for Kevin, although he seemed oblivious to that, as boys tend to be.  They seemed nice enough.  They told a couple of embarrassing stories, but it was mostly about what other kids at his school did, and he was right… he wasn’t treated all that well.  I guess things are getting better, though.  Sigh.

I guess it’s bedtime.  I’m still going to cuddle with Jack, but there’s no way we’re having that talk again tomorrow.  That was embarrassing.

Love you all!!! ❤

This diary entry is part 12 of 31 in Lily's diary dated 09 - March 2022

Hi!  It’s me!  Lily!!!

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So I was sooo happy to see Jack I forgot about everything else that happened!!!

So first interesting thing is:  IT SNOWED!!!  Two inches!!!  I’ve seen snow before, of course, but never in its natural habitat.  People here drive like it’s nothing, I guess it has to be six inches before they’ll even close the schools!!!  Wow!!!  It’s soooo pretty, though, especially at night time.

And Grace is here!!!  Well, of course she is, because she’s Jack’s sister, but I was happy to see her!!  And she was happy to see me, too!! “Auntie Lily!”, she said, and ran up and hugged me!!! She’s sooo sweet!!!

This morning they made a nice breakfast!!!  It was light, but filling!  And then we all piled in the car to see Columbus!!!  There was still some snow on the ground and some snow showers so we couldn’t do much outdoors, so we went to one of those arcade places, like the one on 183 back home!!!  Like the one Jack and I had our first real date at!!!  We were like little kids, running around, playing all the games!!!  Grace tagged along too, because why not?  Jack and I would have plenty of time to ourselves later, and I love Grace!!!

So after that, we came home, and Grace wanted to play Legos.  You know what?  If Grace wants to play Legos, then Grace gets to play Legos.  We built the tallest, most impractical tower out of different color bricks possible!!  But Grace loved it!!!  I… I wish I remembered being her age.  It seems like such good memories.

I’m just… soo happy to be here.  With Jack.  I know they can’t do fun stuff every day, but that’s okay.  I have Jack for a week.  I don’t know how it could get better.

Love you all!!!  ❤

This diary entry is part 11 of 31 in Lily's diary dated 09 - March 2022

Hi!  It’s me!  Lily!

I’m in COLUMBUS!!!!!

Haha did you really think I’d be that excited just to go on spring break??? No!!!  I mean spring break is nice, but Jack’s parents and I have been in touch now for a month!!!  They sent me tickets and everything!!!  But I couldn’t say anything because Jack reads this!!!  So I kept it all quiet!!!

I can keep a secret!!!  Well… mostly.  I let a couple things slip.

So I left on a flight at 9 AM and arrived in Columbus around noon, and Jack’s parents picked me up.  They took me to lunch, and we chatted for a while, then I came to their house.  The look on Jack’s face when I stepped through the door… He ran over to me, grabbed me like his life depended on it… and sorry, Jack, but I have to tell… he started crying like a little girl!  He missed me!!!  It was sooo sweet!!! I started crying too!!!

After a few minutes of crying and kissing and hugging, his parents cleared their throats.  I never let go of his hand, even when we sat on the couch to receive the obligatory talk!!!

I get the guest room while I’m here!!!  And of course there are rules.  But they’re a little less strict than Dave, so…  we get to cuddle!!!  Just…  well, Jack knows my limits, and those are the same limits that Jack’s parents insist on, so…  I think we’ll be okay.

We went out to dinner a little while ago!!!  Jack couldn’t take his eyes off me!! Soooo sweet!!!

We’re going to watch a movie now!!!  And tomorrow we’re going to do something fun!!!  I don’t know what yet!!!

Love you all!!! Especially Jack!!!

And there might be some subscriber content here soon!!!

 

This diary entry is part 10 of 31 in Lily's diary dated 09 - March 2022

Hi!  It’s me!  Lily!

IT’S SPRING BREAK!!!!!  YATTA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tomorrow I’m going to… do spring break stuff!  Not school stuff!!! Spring break stuff!!!  What’s spring break stuff?  Anything I feel like!!!  Well, Sabby might have some ideas…

I modeled my new dress on YouTube!!! I’m getting good at editing!!!  I can open Adobe Premiere and click click click and done!!!  It took me a while to get used to!!!

My new dress is soooo pretty!!!!  And my shoes even have little hearts!!!  That’s what happens when you give me glitter paint!!!

YAAAAY GLITTER PAINT!!!

I’m so HAPPY!!!!!!

I want hot chocolate!!! I’m going to drink some hot chocolate!!!  And maybe stay up a little late, and, and….  OMG!! IT’S SPRING BREAK!!!!!!

…  overdoing it?  Naaaaaah.  HAHAHAHA

Love you all!!!! ❤

This diary entry is part 9 of 31 in Lily's diary dated 09 - March 2022

Hi!  It’s me!  Lily!!!

Oh!  Spring break is soo close!! I can’t wait!!! it’s going to be so much fun!!  I’ll do….  umm… spring break stuff!  Like eating chocolate!  Like sleeping a lot!!! Like going to the mall!!!  I can’t wait to see… ummm…  stuff!!!  Fun stuff!!! Lots of fun stuff to see and do!!!

But I have to get through a couple of days first.

I guess chocolate will be my friend!  Chocolate is always my friend!  Until I eat it!!!  Then it’s my food!!! But animals are like that too!!!

Sabby took me to the store and bought me another dress!!! She spoils me sooooo much!!!  And the stuff she gets is soooo nice too and soooo  pretty on me!!!  I have rather long legs and it’s hard to find a dress that is short enough to be pretty but long enough to not show my girly bits!!!  It’s hard to find jeans too!!! The tops are okay, but the bottoms are sooo hard!!!  That’s why I usually don’t wear jeans!!!  It’s hard to find jeans that fit!!!

I know, I know.  Pretty girl problems.  I get it!!!  I’m sure some of you girls are out there right now going “Oh, your problem is that your legs are too long and you’re complaining about that???  Really???”  Well…  my legs are what they are.  But your problems are just as real!!!  I imagine it can’t be easy to find jeans for girls with big rear ends!!!  But trust me – boys like them!!!

I’m just blessed in the leg department.  Everything else is blessedly normal.  I’ve got a nice sized rear end and nice sized floppy bits and long spaghetti noodles for legs!!!

But you didn’t come here to talk about my legs.  ….  did you?  You silly billies!!!

I’ll make a youtube wearing the new dress soon!!!  I mean I like my white dress, and the plaid dress, and the pink dress, and all the other dresses too…  but it’s always nice to show off a new dress, right?  I’ll model it like I did with the YouTube intro!!!

Should I be a model?  Jack tells me I could.  But Sabby doesn’t seem to like the idea much.  I’ll have to ask her why.  I’m not too set on the idea, but is that something I could do?  I mean, I kind of do already, right?

Love you all!!! ❤

This diary entry is part 8 of 31 in Lily's diary dated 09 - March 2022

Hi!  It’s me!  Lily!

No YouTube tonight!

If I make it every night, then why would I need to keep this diary too???  And I want to do both!!! So no YouTube tonight.  YouTube tomorrow. Maybe.

Not much to talk about today.  It was a quiet, boringly boring day.  It was a bit cold today though!  Especially in the morning!!!  I had to wear some thicker workout clothes!!!  I know!!!  The boys were so disappointed!!!  I don’t encourage them, obviously, but I don’t have to do much, I just kind of be me!!!  My heart belongs to one boy.  But I guess my image belongs to everyone I run past!!!

It’s nice sometimes, but mostly just annoying.  Fortunately none have dared to whistle.  Besides, it’s early.  Mostly people going to work anyway.  They don’t have time, they’re too busy nursing their coffee and trying to get their car started.

I’m not looking forward to being an adult.  I mean, it might be fun!!!  But adults don’t seem to have much fun.  They just do the same thing day in and day out and pretend like they’re free.  But are they really free?  Or are they just in prisons of their own making?  Awww.   I hope when I grow up I find something fun to do that doesn’t feel like work!!! Like… like eating chocolate!  Could I eat chocolate for a living??  But if it became work, would I enjoy eating chocolate anymore?  It’s chocolate philosophy!!!  I eat chocolate, therefore I am!!!

When you’re a kid, people take care of you and try to make your life fun and you get to eat good things… sometimes you have to do things you don’t like but everyone is looking out for you!!! Then you grow up and who looks out for you then???  Aww.  I need to not think about these things.  It makes me sad.

Spring Break in a few days!!! YAAAAAAAY!!!!

Love you all!!! ❤

This diary entry is part 7 of 31 in Lily's diary dated 09 - March 2022

Hi!  It’s me!  Lily!

I saw another video from that YouTube channel, the Beesleys!  And they got CHOCOLATE!!! I wish people would send me chocolate like that!!!  I’d eat and eat… well… maybe it’s a good thing they don’t, actually.  Maybe that much chocolate isn’t good for me.  And who am I kidding, I’d still eat it.  I mean… chocolate!  Really!!!

I say that chocolate fixes everything!  But it doesn’t!  It doesn’t fix stupid adults!!!  Doing wars and stuff!!! I like to think that if you just sat the folks in Ukraine and Russia down and gave them chocolate that suddenly everything would be okay!!! But it wouldn’t!!! Because adults are stupid!!!

Well… Dave and Sabby aren’t.  But adults that do wars are!!!

Spring Break is coming!!! It’s just a few days away!!! YAAAAAAYYYYYYYY!!!! Why am I sooo happy about spring break?  Well… it’s a break!!!  I mean, doesn’t everyone like a break???

It got cold again!! BRRRRRR!!!!!  I don’t know what it is about Texas!!! One day it’s 80 degrees and humid, and the next it’s 50 and cloudy!!!  It’s those pesky cold fronts!!! Marching through like they own the place.  BOOOO COLD FRONTS!!!!  I want to wear my short shorts and tank top when I run!!! And I can’t do that when it’s 50 degrees!!!

Anyway, I want hot chocolate!! I’ll get some hot chocolate!!!  YAAAAAYYYYY!!!!!!!  And BOOOOO to stupid adults!!!

Love you all!!! ❤

This diary entry is part 6 of 31 in Lily's diary dated 09 - March 2022

Hi!  It’s me!  Lily!

I did a twitch stream today!!!

And…  and it wasn’t fun.

I like doing YouTubes!  I like playing games!  But I don’t understand streaming.  People just watch you play games?  I mean, I guess, but isn’t it more fun to just play them?  I’m confused.  Maybe I’ll find a stream that I like doing, but tonight’s wasn’t very good at all.

I did find a YouTube channel called the Beesleys where they like chocolate too!  I even left a comment saying don’t keep me from my chocolate!!!

Anyway, otherwise, a pretty uneventful day.  Honestly, uneventful days are the best days, because eventful days usually end in tears.  I mean, sometimes they’re happy, but better to just have a nice, quiet day, don’t you think?

Tomorrow is school again, but spring break in a week!!! YAAAYYY!! I can’t wait!!!  I get to…  do spring break stuff!!!  YAYYY!!!!

Oh oh oh the weather’s been pretty nice lately!!! Sunny and warm!!! But tonight it’s supposed to cool down again!! Booooo!!!

Anyway, I guess tomorrow’s another day, and maybe someday I’ll figure out what streaming’s about!!!

Love you all!!!  ❤

This diary entry is part 5 of 31 in Lily's diary dated 09 - March 2022

Hi!  It’s me!  Lily!

GRRRRRR!!!!!!!

Tonight after work I worked on creating a nice introduction for my YouTube channel.  Took me a little bit to pose for it (I’m sooo cute!) and get everything in there… then I tried to figure out how to use After Effects.

Ummm.  I don’t usually swear.  But I swore.

I really, really swore.

I said “fudgesticks” and “fudgesickles” and “what the ever loving”…  I said “darn” and “dangit” and “really?  That should be working!”

But I did it!  I made the video!!!  Yay!!!!

I wish they’d make stuff that’s sixteen year old girl friendly!  Or even thirty-five year old woman friendly!!!  That software does absolutely everything, if you can figure out how to get there!!!

Oh well.  Swearing over.  For now.

Swearing is bad, kiddos.  Don’t swear.  But you know what?  It’s a human thing, so if you do, it’s not the end of the world.  But don’t do it.  Beth told me about how once she saw a swear word on a bathroom wall and asked Sabby what it meant.  Sabby almost washed her mouth out!!!  Poor Beth.

YouTubing is hard!  But it’s fun!!!  And I’m cute!!!  Modest, too!!! HAHAHAHA!!!!!!  I hope Allison YouTubes someday!  I’ll link to her channel!  She’ll probably be more popular than me!!!

Love you all!!! ❤

This diary entry is part 4 of 31 in Lily's diary dated 09 - March 2022

Hi!  It’s me!  Lily!!!

Spring break is next week!!!

YAAAAAAAYYYYYYYY!!!!

I wonder what we’ll do!!! Will we take a trip??? I don’t know!  Sabby hasn’t said anything!  It would be fun, but I’ve taken plenty of trips.  But still.  It’s a break!!!!!

Today I wasn’t feeling very well.  Not sick, but just a little… off.  I asked Sabby if I could take the afternoon off to rest, and she said yes.  So I did.  I don’t usually sleep in the afternoon, but today I did.  Aww.  But after my nap I felt quite a bit better.  Amazing what a little sleep will do!  She made me some chicken soup, it was nice of her.

Maybe it was my… er… special time?  I don’t know.  It usually doesn’t affect me too badly.

Tonight Liz came over, and we had dinner and watched a movie.  Tonight’s movie was “Star Trek, the Motion Picture”.  I didn’t really understand it, but Dave explained some of it to me.  They spent soo much time just showing the ship!  It was a pretty ship, yes, but… wow.  They must really love that ship.  And the end… “Is this it?  Is this all there is?”  I got chills.  Because sometimes I ask that same question.  “Is this it?  Is this all there is?”

But I don’t mate with a machine and become a transcendental being.  I go to work and doot doot.

Liz is going to sleep over again!  Yaaaaay!

You might ask why I don’t sleep over there.  Well, Liz wants to include Beth.  And, well, if Beth’s going to be my sister, I can’t complain much, right?  We’re going to play competition sudoku!! How do you play competition sudoku?  I have no idea.  I don’t think Liz or Beth know either.  But we’re girls!  We’ll figure it out!!!

I want to do a YouTube or stream tomorrow!!!  I’m not sure what I’ll do, but I’ll figure something out!! The sudoku went really well!!!  Though no one watched it.  Awww.   Not even Jack!!! He likes my videos, and he loves watching me because he says I’m sooo hot…  but even he doesn’t want to spent 45 minutes watching me figure out where to put numbers.  He got as far as me saying I’d dress like a cheerleader and then, well, his mind was elsewhere.  HAHA.  But I guess I understand.  I’ll make something shorter soon.

April Fools is in a month!  I have to think of something fun!!!

Love you all!!! ❤