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Hi! It’s me! Lily!
So today was a day. Liz stayed over, but went home in the morning. I went to work, I doot dooted and Karen wrangled and shelf stocked and all the stuff one does at my job. The owner really likes me. When I told him I wanted to take some time off for Thanksgiving, he said “Go! Go! You’re young! Enjoy being young!” Besides, he said, the station will be closed on Thanksgiving anyway. OMG he is so nice, he even gave me a little money to have fun with! I love working there!!!
When I got home, Sabby called me and Beth out into the living room and sat us down.
She looked a little unsure of herself. “Do you remember that talk I gave you? A while ago?”
“Which talk?,” Beth asked, confused.
I flushed red. “THE talk, Beth. About sex.” Her skin complexion looks very nice with a blush.
“Well, Lily, you’re going to be away for a week, and I think I need to add something to that talk. I told you how everything works… but I didn’t tell you the other part.”
“What other part? You don’t think I’d do…?”
She sighed. “That’s what I wanted to talk to you about. Both of you. I told you how everything works. What your parts are for and what a boy’s parts are for and what happens when… you know… they meet.”
We fidgeted and nodded.
“But I didn’t tell you that when the situation comes up, you’re going to have a very hard time telling him no.”
“How?”, I asked. “I don’t want a boyfriend and I don’t want a baby!”
“I know. I believe you. But trust me, Lily. I have two children. There will come a time when you will meet the right boy, and everything you thought you wanted will go right out the window. Your body will crave him, and you won’t even know what you’re craving, but you’re going to want nothing more at that moment than to let him do anything he wants with you. And you’re going to want to do things to him that you could not imagine right now. If I told you, you’d say ‘that’s gross!’. But believe me. You will want it, and badly.”
Beth was beet red, now.
“But it seems so gross!,” I said.
She nodded. “It does. But it won’t when his hands are on you and your body is tingling and every part of you is just screaming to let him complete you.”
She sighed.
“And I’m telling you this in advance because if you’re not expecting it you could make a very bad decision. There’s nothing wrong with wanting to have sex. If no one wanted to, there would be no babies. But… but…” she put her head in her hands. “I hate having this talk. It makes me sound like I don’t trust you.”
“Do you trust us, Sabby?”, I asked.
“Let me put it another way. Let’s say you took a vow not to eat chocolate.”
“NOT EAT CHOCOLATE?”, I said, scandalized. “I’d NEVER do that!”
“Just say that you did!,” she said a little forcefully. I quieted down. “Now say someone dangled some chocolate in front of you, and said ‘Look at this delicious chocolate. You can have as much as you want. It’s natural to want chocolate.’ Would you take it?”
I thought. “I’d like to say no.”
“But you would.”
I nodded. “I would.”
“That’s what I’m trying to tell you. You don’t want a boyfriend or a baby and I completely believe you. But someday someone is going to kiss you in just the right way, and touch you in just the right way, and if you aren’t expecting it, it won’t take very long for you to be in way deeper than you expected. And for him to as well…” She looked a little wistful for some reason. “It would feel really good, too. Better than you can imagine. But it’s the next day that’s the problem. And the day after that. If he doesn’t love you, and you don’t love him, you will regret it. And then… and you’ll always wonder what it would have been like if your first time had been more special. you…” She sniffled. “You can’t put that genie back in the bottle. Once it’s out, it’s out.”
I nodded. “I think I understand.”
“Do you?”
“My heart might betray me someday.”
She nodded. “Your body, too. But exactly that. Do you understand too, Beth?”
“I think so.”
Sabby sighed. “I might have to have this talk again with you in a year, when you’ve grown up a bit. Do you have any questions?”
I asked hesitantly, “Sabby…”
She looked at me expectantly.
“It is okay to… relieve yourself if that happens?”
She sighed. “I was hoping you wouldn’t ask that. It’s perfectly natural. But I wouldn’t suggest making a habit of it. Not because there’s anything wrong with it, but because that drive exists for a reason, and it’s so much better when you share it with someone you love. Don’t let it just become… just another thing you do. But,” she said softly, “It’s better to do that than to get pregnant. Don’t you think?”
I was thoughtful. Finally I nodded. Beth looked confused, though. “What are you talking about?”
I sighed and stood up. “All yours, Sabby.” I walked out to the kitchen to see if there was some chocolate around. I heard a squeal through the door, much more high pitched than I usually hear from Beth. “People do what with that?” I smirked and decided to head upstairs. Dinner would be served soon anyway.
Do I… do that? Well, I won’t lie. Sometimes it does feel pretty good to play around down there. But… Sabby’s right. I think I’d rather do it with someone I love. When it’s time.
I wonder what brought that on, though. But I guess it was good information. It’s easy to resist something when you don’t want it. But when you really, really want it…
Love you all!!! 
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Hi! It’s me! Lily!
This post is rated PG. I know I have some children who read this, so parents, please read it first!
So today was a day. Liz stayed over, but went home in the morning. I went to work, I doot dooted and Karen wrangled and shelf stocked and all the stuff one does at my job. The owner really likes me. When I told him I wanted to take some time off for Thanksgiving, he said “Go! Go! You’re young! Enjoy being young!” Besides, he said, the station will be closed on Thanksgiving anyway. OMG he is so nice, he even gave me a little money to have fun with! I love working there!!!
When I got home, Sabby called me and Beth out into the living room and sat us down.
She looked a little unsure of herself. “Do you remember that talk I gave you? A while ago?”
“Which talk?,” Beth asked, confused.
I flushed red. “THE talk, Beth.” Her skin complexion looks very nice with a blush.
“Well, Lily, you’re going to be away for a week, and I think I need to add something to that talk. I told you how everything works… but I didn’t tell you the other part.”
“What other part? You don’t think I’d do…?”
She sighed. “That’s what I wanted to talk to you about. Both of you. I told you how everything works. What your parts are for and what a boy’s parts are for and what happens when they meet.”
We fidgeted and nodded.
“But I didn’t tell you that when the situation comes up, it will be really difficult to resist.”
“How?”, I asked. “I don’t want a boyfriend and I don’t want a baby!”
“I know. I believe you. But trust me, Lily. I have two children. There will come a time when you will meet the right boy, and you will want nothing more, than… to…”
Beth was beet red, now.
“And I’m telling you this in advance because if you’re not expecting it you could make a very bad decision. There’s nothing wrong with wanting to. If no one wanted to, there would be no babies. But… but…” she put her head in her hands. “I hate having this talk. It makes me sound like I don’t trust you.”
“Do you trust us, Sabby?”, I asked.
“Let me put it another way. Let’s say you took a vow not to eat chocolate.”
“NOT EAT CHOCOLATE?”, I said, scandalized. “I’d NEVER do that!”
“Just say that you did!,” she said a little forcefully. I quieted down. “Now say someone dangled some chocolate in front of you, and said ‘Look at this delicious chocolate. You can have as much as you want. It’s natural to want chocolate.’ Would you take it?”
I thought. “I’d like to say no.”
“But you would.”
I nodded. “I would.”
“That’s what I’m trying to tell you. You don’t want a boyfriend or a baby and I completely believe you. But someday someone might dangle that chocolate in front of you…”
I nodded. “I think I understand.”
“Do you?”
“My heart might betray me someday.”
She nodded. “Your body, too. But exactly that. Do you understand too, Beth?”
“I think so.”
Sabby sighed. “I might have to have this talk again with you in a year, when you’ve grown up a bit. Do you have any questions?”
Both of us shook our heads, blushing like the schoolgirls we are.
“Okay then, let’s have dinner,” she said, and we did.
I wonder what brought that on. But I guess it was good information. It’s easy to resist something when you don’t want it. But when you really, really want it…
Love you all!!!
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